I am not someone who likes to be open online so this is hard for me to do but I need to say it.
I woke up the other day with a paper cut and a sore throat, it really has hit my self esteem I mean what girl want a guy who has a damaged finger, sure the cut will heal but I will have to live in a world where my finger was damaged. Then the throat how can I find a girl to sing too if I can't even talk, I may not be musically gifted but my music is all I have and I have that horrible memory of the one week where I was unable to live my dream, what if I met the woman of my dreams off myspace tomorrow and she passed me over because I had a sore throat, if she looked past me because I was fat I could accept that because its my fault, same with my looks and smell but I couldn't help a sore throat.
I have to ask myself what kind of god would strike me down with bad looks, body odour, fatness, a soar throat and a paper cut. I know people will tell me they understand but the don't because no ones worse off than me.
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